You’ll Be In My Heart

Morning!! Today is such a great day. Even the sun shine so brightly this morning. Like it knows exactly how I feel.

So..  I think I need to go back to before, posting about music that I like. Yeah, music that I like. Well.. I won’t mind singing it to you. But actually,  I’m a pretty good singer. It will cost you a lot to hear me singing. Something like.. your smile?

But uh… actually, we’re not in a really good state now. You know, sometimes, between two people there can be friction and all. Eeerr.. actually, I did something stupid. Really, really stupid. The emotion she’s having now. I can completely understand where it’s coming from.

She even told me to forget her. Did I really say I wanted to forget her? Aaaahh.. It was.. tried to forget how I feel. Why does she always mistake every single word I say? Whoaahh.. This girl is really something. She’s really amazing in her own way. About the reason I wanted to try to forget, I’ll share it next time.

Well.. about me forgetting. I told you, I tried. It didn’t work. You know why? I said it in the first post. I don’t want to. Why? Because loving you makes me happy. You can make me smile just by being around, don’t you know that? Even just knowing that somewhere, you live your life happily, can warm my heart. Why would I let go of the greatest joy that I’ve ever known?

But actually, the fact that she’s mad at me, it’s not really a big deal. No, no, not that I don’t care about it. It’s just… previously, I thought she was upset or even sad because of me. That’s why I always feel the urge to explain and try to make her understand that what she was having in mind was just a misunderstanding. Though.. It didn’t go.. very well. Aaaah.. those embarrassing moments!! Let’s not talk about it. But uh.. every mistake you did, do you know what it gives you? Other than the embarrassment, of course. Once you get back on your feet again, it will make you a little wiser. So, maybe it’s not all that bad.

But forgetting someone that we love, it’s really an interesting topic. Honestly, I always wonder how can some people just start a new relationship after the old one didn’t work. I’m not talking about those whose world fall apart after they parted with their special one but after some time realized that they have to continue their life and try so hard to get everything right again.

But there are some people who immediately find someone new after they’re no longer with their “special one”. I don’t even know if the word “special” will be appropriate in their case. Cause it’s definitely not “special one” but “special many”.

I have a friend who seems so.. hmm.. how to call it? Adventurer? Not really. It’s not like he’s a player or something like that. A player can easily move from one heart to another just because.. hmmm.. I don’t know.. because they think they can?

He’s not really that kind of guy. He’s just.. pathetic. It’s not even something new again if one day he looks so broken and sad because of someone, but a week after looks so happy with someone else. It seems that he has a new girl every season. Nowadays, it might even be every month or at least every quarter. What is he trying to do, really?

How can he truly love someone if he only invites someone into his life to sweep away his pain and loneliness? How can he make his special one happy if he only makes her his source of happiness? Hmmm… Is that why you told me to find my own happiness? I must have made myself look so miserable in your eyes.. Actually, all I said, was just because… Aaaahh!! Those embarrassing moments! Seriously!! Btw, I’m happy now. Can we meet…? Oh, maybe no!

Okay, back to forgetting. That guy’s case might be quite extreme and quite rare too. But even if we’re looking at other examples, I still failed to comprehend how can someone just part with a person who once holds a special place in their heart and then just accept someone new, though it may not be immediately.

I understand that in the end, that’s the best option for them because they have to continue living. Keep feeling sorrowful is not a good thing, especially over someone who hurt you. That kind of person doesn’t even deserve your tears. Just move on.

Actually, what I don’t understand is, why being with that person in the first place? I do agree that our feeling is not something we can fully control. Our heart really works in a completely unique way. We don’t really choose who we fall in love with. We just fall for them, magically.

But being with someone is a completely different thing.  Why being with someone who cannot appreciate you? Why being with someone who may not want to fight for you when things get hard? Why being with someone you cannot fully trust? That’s why I think it’s better to get as much information as we could about the person we love before even thinking about being with them. Seems like many people didn’t get their homework done and just jump into the water immediately. Got drowned in the end.

I also don’t understand why someone wants to let go of someone they love. Well.. If the parting happens because of some external factors that they cannot ignore, I can understand. But aren’t most relationships fall because the two persons failed to work things out between them? If they really love each other, why don’t they try to fight for it till the end? Aaaahh.. so confusing. That’s why I said, the purest kind of love only exists in a fairy tale.

But there’s an interesting fact. Nowadays, relationships have become much more rational. So maybe actually, parting and finding someone new is not really something incomprehensible. Cause it seems like, love and relationship can be completely unrelated. I’ll talk about this some other time.

About me, forgetting you. I’m sorry to upset you, but that would be impossible. Cause you know.. love.. it’s not in the mind. It’s in the heart. Even if my memory is loss, my heart will always remember. Cause no matter what, you’ll be in my heart.

Come stop your crying
It will be alright
Just take my hand
Hold it tight

I will protect you
From all around you
I will be here
Don’t you cry

For one so small,
You seem so strong
My arms will hold you,
Keep you safe and warm
This bond between us
Can’t be broken
I will be here
Don’t you cry

‘Cause you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

You’ll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You’ll be here in my heart, always

Why can’t they understand the way we feel?
They just don’t trust what they can’t explain
I know we’re different but deep inside us
We’re not that different at all

And you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don’t listen to them
‘Cause what do they know (what do they know)?
We need each other
To have, to hold.
They’ll see in time
I know

When destiny calls you
You must be strong (you gotta be strong)
I may not be with you
But you’ve got to hold on
They’ll see in time
I know
We’ll show them together

‘Cause you’ll be in my heart
Yes, you’ll be in my heart
[another version says: “Believe me, you’ll be in my heart”]
I’ll be there from this day on,
Now and forever more

Oh, you’ll be in my heart (you’ll be here in my heart)
No matter what they say (I’ll be with you)
You’ll be here in my heart (I’ll be there), always
I’ll be with you
I’ll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
Just look over your shoulder
I’ll be there always.

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